31st: Process Journal Entry Date: 6:05:09

Can't wait for the Space Camp trip I am sure that things will turn around when I go there !!  The same as yesterday, tired and very bored, I wanted to get myself some sleep, and good thing it was the last period. I did 

30th Process Journal Entry Date: 5:05:09

 Yess !! Fortunately thankgod that the date the essay was postponed and due to 3 or 4 more of classes to complete this essay after the 9 days after the trip to Turkey. For now I kept on going and kep ton saving different files and documents in 2003 and 2007, and making extra documents of the essay as a back-up plan incase if it got deleted in some way. I was still checking and making extra information and organizing the analysis, that I kept on forgotting to add to my essay but instead I went onto some other kinds of information for the essay. I have ben working really hard for the past few days in all classes and  I didn't have enough energy for today since I just kept on working and working, and by the lack of sleep I get, which effects my concentration inside class. I felt so lazy and half asleep. I didn't do that much homework and couldnt wait until space camp hoping it can give me a break from all this work and junk and all. I wasn't bothered to do anything and took the whole class in just modulating my essay. I never had that much rest and I still wonder whether this time will really help me suceed in getting good grades. I was becoming more tired since it was only 4th period and wondered how Im gonna go throught 5th and 6th period. I was also hungry and just wanted to eat. I was becoming more lazy and bored since we spend like more alot of the classes either the library or the computer lab and it was too boring, not becoming a habbit but boring as hell. 

29th Process Journal Entry Date: 4:05:09

The Essay is due in 2 days, so Im working to my full potntial. So far so good I have everyhing I need, basicly al the information to refer to on my essay and I will try to catch up since I still have to add alot to my essay and I keep trying to concentrate more but kept on going confused on which one I should work on, which category, either one at a time or do all of them if I see a mistake. I went with the second option and everything went wrong, Mr. Bonnalie actually told us what we had to include inside the essay, the little bits and pieces and the important ones, so unfortunately, that didn't go very well, since I went with the second option only to get over this thing quickly and over it ASAP. Times to times, I just had to stop, wait and think about the dillemas that has been delayed my time into resolving this problem. If I didn't solve this, I would guarantee that my criterion B mark, would be poor. Other then that, I was sure I needed to work on this over extended period but unable to since it was to be completed inside school. There was no pressure for methough since I was confident that the task can be finished at the day of the deadline. 

28th Process Journal Entry Date: 3:05:09

Today, Mr. Bonnalie told us that we had only remaining of 4 classes until this 1200-1600 word essay is due on wednesday, so I started to work as soon as I stepped into the multemidia labs room and worked really fast, and leave the remaining errors later on, but until now, I plan to only type up the whole essay and make sure I reach my objective, and that is to finish atleast one of the 3 categories of my Roman civilization before the end of this period or tomorrow's possible. I worked on pretty consistently, nothing new today happen, except the usual, and that's people talking to eachother while doing their work. Pretty much, often I was pretty unconfidence or negative to myself, since I could't get this assignment done, but as soon as I started to make a commitment by doing all of my work, and typing one of my Roman civilization, it seemed pretty easy but I was still having some pressure. I was worried about our science test tomorrow and the one on tuesday on spanish, with more assignments and me having not the time to do all of these incoming problems, I was being negative, luckily I have a set up tablt to set the thing I should do day by day. Since I have time management, I was stll having alot of pressure and I couldn't help it. Overall today's work was the same as often, we worked, I successfully finished my task and it was like taking a candy from a baby, I worked on the religon category and it was like only 10 cards, so I just typed it up. Unfortunately like I said, I have 2 more categories to finish showing that I am having pressure in simultaneously handling other if I dont get this finish, I might also fail this, not to mention the I might stil have some missing information and I might need to reseasrch about it.

27th Process Journal Entry Date: 29:04:09

I was sensing that I the deadline is near, I was positive about that since Mr. Bonnalie said that our time is short and I am worried STILL FOR THE MILLIONITH TIME ABOUT OUR OTHER ASSIGNMENTS AND THE TIME WE HAVE LEFT FOR THIS THING !!?!? AND HOW MANY WORDS ! That was the main thing that was bothering me the most, I was stressed and having like a blackout. Then, I decided to have some positive thinking; I was still working on my 3rd paragraph on the religion category since I was it was pretty long and I would be correcting it later if there was any errors in the essay in terms of like vocalbulary or my information that I collected, eveything was not goin well, I have other assignments due, tests, typing this thing up, finding out how long this essay will take me and more. Other then that, today was just another day of stress, I worked well, and there was no problems or anything new, it was the usual. 

26th Process Journal Entry Date: 28:04:09

For sure I dont know how Im gonna be like working on my humanities thing along as I progrees through typing up this essay, and everytime I type it up, inside my head are worries about other incoming tests and assignments I have to handel that is near our deadline for this essay typed up, which we dont know becuase MR. Bonnalie haventinformed us anything, and which puts on more pressure. The time that this thing is gonna take me to type is a while, which is also a big affect if I dont finish this by the deadline, there are stil more and more test coming in and I wonder on how this is going be handeld by one person and everything on other dued assignments in a short period which results in stress. Today I started the 3rd paragraph of my essay type up essay focusing on the religon category for my Roman civlization type-up. It was pretty easy; although I didn't finish, I still figured that it was easy and it gave some confidence, and then again, I was thinking about the same thing over and over again during the duration of the class period on typing this thing up. and that, is about the tests and assignments that has to be submitted later on.

25th Process Journal Entry Date: 27:04:09

The second day we actully did our work and I was looking forward towards typing up this essay since I figured myself as a pretty good typer since I thought I might finish this early and Im also kinda pretty good in essays. Although from all this confidence might drive me to be too relax and I might not finish this task intime, I also did sense that I might be encountering some pressure in myself while typing this because I might not be able to finish this intime, although everythins seems to be easy, by just reffering to my cards on the information I had and just type it up, it still seemed pretty hard since I have alot of information and I might not be able tog et all of them finish, thinking about it too much, it made me too woried and I was  having too much pressure and I still do. Plus, we might be having any other incoming tests coming in and we already have a test on science about our end of unit and I have to study alot for that and I am gona be thinking how the hell Im gonna get this also done. Today I finished my introduction looking at that previous introduction card Ihe inside m blue folder. I was thinking made a second paragraph focusing on briedly explaining my research about the Roman civlization; I was also wondering on how I will actually try to start my 3rd paragraph focusing on on of the Roman categories, how long this thing would be and if there was enough words for me to type up for the other 2 categories of the Roman civlization....and I instead worried about that tomorrow !